Why is it that you only realise just how precious something is when you nearly lose it forever? During his stay the boy and I had a few heart to hearts and it hit me just how much he really means to me. Not that I ever doubted it before, but it was the fact that he thought he might be losing me that made me realise just how scared I was of losing him. We cried, we hugged, I looked like crap the next day, but i really do think it made us stronger. We’ve never had a real fight as it were, and this wasn’t even a proper argument. I won’t go in to details but lets just say it’s a whole load off. After everything that went on with me last term (which you won’t really know about due to me not being able to post it for fear of the wrong people reading it) I now feel like this massive weight has been lifted off me, and The Boy is the one who removed it.

There’s nothing to worry about. As I say, we’re stronger now than we ever were and I can’t wait to see him again. He’s just started a new job and the cash he’s earning means he may be able to come down every now and again. Which’d be fabulous! My bed felt horribly empty once he’d left again.

Anyhoo, just thought I’d let you know that I’m still alive and will get back to blogging properly eventually.

Much love to y’all.

AxXx

Apologies for my absence, I just haven’t had anything to say of late.

But now I have.

The Boy arrives on this fair isle at 19:40 GMT today (today being thursday) and I’m so excited I don’t think I can sleep! I’ll have to try though as darling mama has got me cleaning the house from top to bottom tomorrow. The things I do when we have visitors…

I have a few things planned for his visit but other than that I’m just going to wing it. I just know that the best thing is going to be waking up with him next to me. I’ve missed him so much, it sucks when we’re apart. But now we get to be together again! Yay! It’s only for a little while but it’s still better than nothing.

Yeh ok, fairly slushy post but I don’t care. I’m now going to attempt to fall asleep whilst watching futurama. *sigh* thursday night can’t arrive soon enough for my liking!

Night all.

AxXx

1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your blog along with these instructions.
5.Don’t you dare dig for that “cool” or “intellectual” book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag three people.

“But he has proven most unreliable at daily tasks. Look at this! I’ve had to snatch a passing page from the corridor and have him tell a kitchen-boy to bring up my breakfast. And it isn’t what I would have chosen at all!”

So there ya go. It comes from book 2 of the Tawny Man Trilogy by Robin Hobb - The Golden Fool. I’m re-reading it for about the 4th time!

I hereby tag The Boy (when he gets back from his hols!) Cozi-Bean and… erm… ooo! I know! I also tag Mr Fabulous!

Woo! Now go have foon y’all!

AxXx

My darling brother has used his various media talents to hash together all of the webcam pics taken during the ‘thon. Ok, so there’s probably a more technical term for it but I don’t know what! Anyhoo, we proudly present you with:

Blogathon! The Movie!

Tis tres cool, no?

Fabulous music too!

AxXx

That is all.

Normal service will recommence as soon as my brain decides to wake up again… this could take a while.

AxXx